So many of the spring blossoms that I have admired and photographed are already gone. It's happening so fast right now, spring. Nearly every day I notice something new awakening. I take pictures of the blooms, even when the lighting is poor, and the rain is threatening, because I know they may be gone before I get back to them.
I take pictures. I smell them. I imagine them in vases, but I don't cut them.
I want to share them, even when I can't think of anything witty to say. Even when my photography is predictable.
Even when the photo fails to evoke the bright wet way they glow for a few short days, dispelling winter, making it hard to be inside.
I consider learning to make still frame photography, just so I can really see it happen, this blooming.
Maybe it's because I will be moving away from them, and will likely never again stand with my face inches from their's at this exact space, trying to memorize their scent, that I feel like I need to preserve them here, when I know what I'm preserving is a shadow and next year's blossoms will be out there. The same blooms, different plants, but better because they are real.
I google poems about spring, to see how artists preserve the spring in words.
Spring is like a perhaps hand
by E. E. Cummings, 1923
Spring is like a perhaps hand
(which comes carefully
out of Nowhere) arranging
a window,into which people look (while
people stare
arranging and changing placing
carefully there a strange
thing and a known thing here) and
changing everything carefully
spring is like a perhaps
Hand in a window
(carefully to
and fro moving New and
Old things,while
people stare carefully
moving a perhaps
fraction of flower here placing
an inch of air there) and
without breaking anything.
I want to lay down in them, but I don't want to get my pants wet.
Hello, friend.
The first invaders arrive. This spring, a dozen bush honeysuckle sprouts in the flower bed. How did you get here? Spring time sacrifices.
The wild cherry tree that Brandon and his dad harvested for our yard. Not a dogwood, after all. How could I have this tree all these years and never notice these pink leaf-like bracts before? Surprises every spring.
Talk about edible bounty, the ice cream truck went by yesterday for the fist time that I've noticed, and at 8 pm even. It's the season of evening ice cream delivery. ha!
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